Fear
this fear builds inside that i can’t comprehend so anxious and scared
i keep running away
and it seethes and it grows to intolerable heights
amounting to nothing and there’s no end in sight
inflicting destruction
self
holding within and i can’t yet contain the chaos that wins
but if i let it consume me i’ll die; as it wants
so i battle against these horrible thoughts
there’s no way to save me and i can’t save myself
how i’d give my whole being for some kind of help
but no one can stop this monster so great, i’m afraid that all hope is lost
it’s too late
i numb to forget, to quiet the noise
deafened by silence i can’t live with myself
i numb to forgive for myself can’t forget
that i could have been someone without any regret
no end in sigh no release is replete no will left to fight
no
