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i would awake rom dreams just to scream
at
a face that has haunted my vision in false paradise
the halo has faded
my wings tattered and trashed and the fire of the devil is searing my flesh
somethings gotta give
someone’s gotta go
i would give everything just to see it happen to you
the fall
the fall
the fall
i would give everything for it to happen at all
the months have gone by and you don’t understand that
life isn’t all glory and laughs but you never quite manage
to walk in my shoes and the soles have worn thin with years of abuse
Cold
i’m sick and tired of explaining myself over and over and repeating tings that have be said too many times before because it just leaves me wanting to fade away from everyone and everything and now i just want to fade into nothingness
sweet emptiness because i feel like such a shell of a person
a sick human being with nothing to ofer the world but a false facade that just inches behind lies such a pile of shit with no glory and nothing
just nothing
if this is what you want fuck it
i have it
but i won’t be there
i’ll have nothing to offer just you a shell of what once was me
