Cold
i’m sick and tired of explaining myself over and over and repeating tings that have be said too many times before because it just leaves me wanting to fade away from everyone and everything and now i just want to fade into nothingness
sweet emptiness because i feel like such a shell of a person
a sick human being with nothing to ofer the world but a false facade that just inches behind lies such a pile of shit with no glory and nothing
just nothing
if this is what you want fuck it
i have it
but i won’t be there
i’ll have nothing to offer just you a shell of what once was me