malaise.
common sense has not served me well and i’m drifting further down to my hell
such self-imposed dark lunacy
i can’t stop this from happening
save my salvation
save me from pity
i don’t want compassion
but i need understanding
these words come not easy
but i’m down on my knees
don’t forgive me, don’t leave me
for i’ve done nothing wrong
my only friend here has turned out to be a familiar monster who
has betrayed me
so tempting and vicious
so kind and malicious
his hidden intent has made an attempt on my life
which is empty and hollow
my life
how many lies can i swallow?
my life
has lost the glamour and bright days
my life
is marked by malaise
