Dream: November 17, 2007
I was in some bad (seemed to be, i was feeling a bit on edge in the dream) part of NYC and it was all empty… very gray… no people around… really windy and not cold but just GRIM. I had the feeling I was lost and trying to find my way to who-knows-where.
So I’m walking down this street with buildings on each side, some boarded up, some dilapidated, all really GRAY.. so fucking depressing… then I see this creature run towards me, some sort of dog thing, it’s head seemed shoved into it’s body… and it was pushing this kitten around with it’s head… like a soccer ball.. (hey don’t ask me why my head had these weird images, like I can help that)
and I walk up to this thing because it looks like to be in actual pain… and it’s a large dog, a german shepard… and it’s head was twisted around completely.. by it’s neck… like someone had just taken it’s poor little head and gave it a 360.
and this man walks out from who knows where (in my dream he was faceless) and says to me that this dog’s trying to get a new head, and he doesn’t know what he’s doing, and he’s trying to get a new head from this kitten he’s pushing around.. like the dog think he can use the kitten as a head…
but the dog doesn’t know that it’s a kitten and he is a little confused right then because his head’s been fucked up
in my dream it seemed like a perfectly normal explanation. of course! giant german shepherd with it’s neck broken and twisted pushing around a kitten that’s not running away! gee whiz!
so anyway i walk up to the kitten and gently pick it up and remove it and put it on the side of the street where it’s safer, and i walk up to the german shepherd and real quietly and softly put my arms around him and said ‘it’s going to be OK, don’t you worry, calm down’. and i remembering feeling this awful cringing feeling in my dream as i grabbed it’s head as gently as i could and twisted it back around…
then i said to the dog ’see you don’t need a new head, you have one right here, it was just a little mixed up, you’ll be ok now’ and gave him a doggy pat on the head and walked away.
then i think the dream cut in somewhere else and i was checking my email and got an email from someone i never hope to see again in my life saying they would be in town and they were going to find me… that’s when i woke up…
1-2004: dream
I was on this stupid documentary show about fish and we were underwater looking at different kinds of fish and the damn slimy things were running into me so I jumped out. Then I attempted dyeing my hair black but it didn’t take and instead my hair turned this light brown color. Then I told my mother that I was going to some event and I wanted to wear my hair up because it was finally long enough to do so, so she did and it looked weird. Then I was at this air force base and this small jet crash-landed and the two people inside died. It kept repeating, the plane crash. Then we (I don’t know who ‘we’ is) were at an airport waiting for some people and they were going through the wrong metal detector and I was getting really frustrated with them because it was OBVIOUS which metal detector they had to go through but they were just stupid, stupid people (odd because I don’t associate with stupid, stupid people but obviously in dreams I do)…. and this really fat little kid started speeding towards this other metal detector and tried to run through but she ran into a huge metal pole and her head went flying off (what… the… fuck). I can’t remember if it was before or after the airport thing, but I was at this HUGE outdoor event and I was talking on my cell phone and there were a lot of people around
