You Are.
you are the fire that lights the sun
you are the shine that is the stars
you are the eyes that see my soul
you are the one
you are the one
you are the one
you are the one
you are the one
you are the one
you are the one
you are the one
you are the one
so far from me
you are the one you’re everything
you’ve no idea what joy you bring
my hearts on fire, my souls alive
i’m blessed to have you in my life
you are the one
you’re everything
you’ve no idea what joy you bring
my heart’s on fire
my soul’s alive
i’m blessed to have you in this life
you are the one
you are the one
you are the one
so far from me so far from me
you are the the one
so far from me
i cannot see
you are the one
you’re everything you’re everything
i cannot see
you are the one
so far from me
where are you?
you are the one
you’re everything
you are the one
..
you are the one
..
you are the one
..
you are the one
…
you are the one
you are the one
Final Point
This is it, the final point
you will have no control
ive let it out i’ve run away
the last thread has come undone
and you will never tear me down
you’ve beaten down on me
tried to take away who i am
not bothering to listen
not trying to understand
Get Out Now
leave me to myself
Fuck your ideas
go fuck yourself
You have never loved me
you have only lied
why did i bother?
Why even try
goodbye
I hate what you’ve done
you’ve fucked with my mind
one minute you love me
then you’re so damn unkind
If this is what i get
And if this is what you do
then i don’t want to know
So leave me the hell alone
Get Out Now
leave me to myself
Fuck your ideas
go fuck yourself
You have never loved me
you have only lied
why did i bother?
Why even try
goodbye
No more patience for never again
I refuse to wait for incoming deception
No more fucking with me
no more pissing around
No more lying to me
no more beating me down
no more back-handed words
no more blaming and shame
no more guilt without cause
no more of your games
Devils?
There’s a devil on my back
And there are devil’s on my mind
Where have all the angels gone?
They have all left me behind
And everyday is such a fight
Amongst good and bad and me
I want to emerge strong, to win
But they’re always hurting me.
I am so sore
From this long war
I want to drown and end it all;
My body’s used
Been so abused
I need to heal and start anew
My soul is numb from all the pain
That’s been inflicted over time
I am aching for the sweet release
To escape this hell of mine
I can swallow no more tears or pride
Or hide behind this mask of lies
This perfection which I portray
I’ve become to despise.
Will someone come and save me now
Will someone please release my heart?
These chains which bind me from a life
That’s pure and sweet and true?
I’ve been down for so very long
I have no strength to go on
I’m waiting to be swept away
Up to a better place
My dreams have faded
My hopes are gone
My mind is sick
My body’s frail
My heart is weak
My flesh is cold
I am such a waste of life
The Tie That Binds
i wanna dig a great big hole
deep down in the ground
and crawl inside with you
i wanna crawl inside with you
i wanna crawl amongst the leaves
i wanna crawl on hands and knees
i wanna inside with you
let’s escape down underground
and live together safe and sound
let’s pack ourselves away forever
the tie that binds will never sever
will you run away with me
let’s escape and let’s be free
you are the sweetest thing i’ve found
i want to live forever bound
let’s escape down underground
and live together safe and sound
let’s pack ourselves away forever
the tie that binds will never sever
Counterpart
You are of another kind
You’ve said my thoughts
You’ve read my mind
You know my fears
You share them too
And think of me as I do you
You’re my reflection
Your voice my own
Solitary souls
One sacred home
Another time, another place
A different land, a different space
A graceful fervor to be shared
Was there a moment that you cared?
Should this love go undeclared?
Was there a reason why you cared?
This love should not go undeclared
I know no space, no time constraints
We see and feel instrinsicly
Magical, mysterious
Illogical and curious
Beyond desire eternally
Another time, another place
A different land, a different space
A graceful fervor to be shared
Another world, another heart
A different state of mind and heart
Was there a moment that you cared?
Should this feeling go unshared?
This love should not go undeclared.
Another time.
Another place.
My Side Was Always Right
beneath a starless night
i found you humbled by my side
so weakened by remorse
i shattered every bit of pride you had
you had
you had
you had it all then you bid goodbye
goodbye
goodbye to joyful times
and
through the night
you huddled tearful by my side
my side
my side was always right.
beneath the strain of life
you found yourself amongst the rogues
they pushed you down
much faster than you meant to drown
and drown
and drown
and drown your sorrows, drink your pain
your pain
your suffering, your grief and agony
shall set you free
shall set you free
shall set you free
shall set you free
Something For Your Mind
something for your mind
your heart and soul
i want to know what
makes you happy
what makes you sad
what makes you sigh
what makes you cry
and we talked, we talked
for just a moment in time
i enjoyed the talk
i enjoyed the walk…
i am blessed for that moment in time
and i question, why him?
when others pass through my life each day
why him?
i want to know everything about you
i want to know your hopes
i want to know your fears
i want to know what makes you laugh
i want to know what causes tears
i want to know what you love
i want to know what you hate
i want to know what you want me to do
i want to know everything
about
you.
Does It Really Matter?
Does it really matter what i feel
When i shove it down inside
Does it really matter if i care
When no life’s behind these eyes
Of mine
Of mine..
It never mattered what i felt
I kept it hidden all along
It never mattered if i cared
No life will ever shine again
Again
Again…
I never mattered much to you
I always thought you cared
Does it matter anymore
I could have been happy
I could have been so happy
I never mattered, i never cared
This is worthless
This is hopeless
You never cared
You never will
You never will
Cease to love
And seas of hate
I bear the cross of
Years of pain
I bear the cross
Your Letters
don’t you recall the letters that were written
they so quickly fade from memory
don’t you see?
tender words behind all stories
there’s no mercy to face
no sweetest embrace
you were the final lesson in pure aggression
and taught me that love is only a laugh
for a heart to not exist
just a poisonous kiss
it will bring me down on my knees
it will bring me down to my knees
you say it’s the fate of humanity
that love can’t exist between you and me
you’re so full of it all
it’s another excuse to witness my fall
i can always be used
you’ll still be my muse
while you only confuse
to love is to lose
it’s so sad to see you distressed and dismayed
but i love you more and more each day
your confounded thoughts and your envyblue eyes
don’t say you loved me, i don’t fall for lies
Please Tell Me Why -
please tell me why these thoughts of death
feelings of an ending life
torture
pain
anguish
hurt
i know i cause so much discomfort
why does it feel so right?
to think just of the pain
the mechanics, oh the method
hows, whys, where to die
why it’s so beyond me
why it’s so so far from me
my confidence
ability.
i say i’d be better off dead
i can’t when i care for you
all i am is unfair to you
all i want is to leave you there
to live your life away from me
my frailty to care
to know the final act of suffering
i could give the one who truly cares
a pain i’ve never felt before
a pain i’ve never felt before
you can overcome
forget what was done
it would be the best for you
and truly
the best for me
i say i’d be better off dead
i can’t when i care for you
all i am is unfair to you
all i want is to leave you there
to live your life away from me
